Spring is here!
Good thing there arent any quizzes about updating a blog, because I'd fail. Which is suprising being that I read all about other people's lives. Weirdness. Today is Easter, where on earth did that come from?! I feel like I'm still paying off Christmas bills. Sheese. Went to church this morning, my 3 year old sunday school group might seriously kill me. I've got one trouble maker who likes to tell me that I can't make him do anyhting and that he could "take me" whenever he wants to. Needless to say, he spends most of his time in timeout. I had to work today, that shouldn't be right. Oh well, I sat outside most of hte day and read my book anyways so its was OK. Now I have a weird rash on my leg, go figure. When I get color it's weird color. I can't win. So I'm still stressed about my car and my life plans. All I need is a full time job in Richmond (sooner rather than later) and my liufe would be complete. I could afford to get a new car (becuase my current one is litterally a flaming deathertrap) and I could go to grad school. that;s all I want, a full time jobh with benefits! Not too hard to ask, right? Well, you try finding a job right out of college with very little real life work experience. Not fun. So I'm just constantly worn out and stressed, and I'm tired of it. It just is wearing me out. by my doctor's visit at least told me that my blood work is normal so all my insides are at least working properly. I do think in the last year though I have def learned how to budget money and that I have to work for things, but when I put my head to it, I can do it. I lost 40 pounds in the past year and finalyl was able to run a 5K race. And not walk any of it! Sometimes I just have to remember the things that I have done well and all the blessing in my life, otherwise living on around $1000 a month would totally just put me in rehab. Being poor certainly is a character builder! Ok, until next time! :-)